Sunday, November 27, 2011


I stood there my hands plunged deep into my coat pockets.
"Jade," He said softly, and I looked up at him. He smiled, and I felt my cheeks flush. He walked over tucking a stray piece of my hair behind my ear.
"Why didn't you say something sooner?" I asked looking into his eyes.
"I didn't think you thought of me the same way," He stated placing a hand lightly on the small of my back. I leaned closer to him wanting this to be amazing and wonderful as I had always thought.
"I do though," I said softly. He smiled wrapping his arms around me pulling me close to him. I blushed more as he leaned down pressing his lips to mine. I kissed him back wrapping my arms around his neck. My first kiss. Simple and blissful.

Monday, November 14, 2011


I closes my eyes relaxing back in the softness of the reclining chair. I heard him move in the chair next to me and peaked out seeing him get up.
I groaned, "Not again." He came over onto my recliner, and I prepared for him to squish me. I blinked in surprise as he laid next to me, and I put my head on his shoulder. I felt him set his head ontop of mine and couldn't help but smile. I could have stayed like that forever as he put his arm around mine and gently kissed my head. I knew that he wouldn't tell me for a long while. I had the same feelings for him but neither of us dared to say so.
"We're friends Jade," I barely heard him say, but felt the tone in his voice of wanting different. Why couldn't he tell me? Because he knew I wouldn't be able to bring myself to tell him.

Friday, November 11, 2011

A helping hand

I felt them fall from my eyes before I could stop them. I let them fall putting my head in my hands sobbing. I could hear the distant sound of the voices shouting at one another.
"Make it stop," I cried softly, "Make it go away." My phone buzzed in my lap, and I glanced down chokign on a coming up sob at the sight of his number. I typed back through blurry tears feeling my heart yearn to feel his arms around me and to feel better. I clutched my phone ignoring all of the other texts besides his. Only wanting to hear from him. The thing that would help me relieve the pain of the world crashing down on me. I shuddering crying harder feeling my heart fill with relief.


I stood on the doorstep gazing back the closed wooden door.
"Coming?" a voice said from behind me and I looked over at the man waiting patiently. I took a deep breath a nodded knowing I would probably never come back. I could still hear the shouting from inside and a flood of reasurrence filled me and I followed the man not looking back at the house.