Monday, November 14, 2011

Peace

I closes my eyes relaxing back in the softness of the reclining chair. I heard him move in the chair next to me and peaked out seeing him get up.
I groaned, "Not again." He came over onto my recliner, and I prepared for him to squish me. I blinked in surprise as he laid next to me, and I put my head on his shoulder. I felt him set his head ontop of mine and couldn't help but smile. I could have stayed like that forever as he put his arm around mine and gently kissed my head. I knew that he wouldn't tell me for a long while. I had the same feelings for him but neither of us dared to say so.
"We're friends Jade," I barely heard him say, but felt the tone in his voice of wanting different. Why couldn't he tell me? Because he knew I wouldn't be able to bring myself to tell him.

Friday, November 11, 2011

A helping hand

I felt them fall from my eyes before I could stop them. I let them fall putting my head in my hands sobbing. I could hear the distant sound of the voices shouting at one another.
"Make it stop," I cried softly, "Make it go away." My phone buzzed in my lap, and I glanced down chokign on a coming up sob at the sight of his number. I typed back through blurry tears feeling my heart yearn to feel his arms around me and to feel better. I clutched my phone ignoring all of the other texts besides his. Only wanting to hear from him. The thing that would help me relieve the pain of the world crashing down on me. I shuddering crying harder feeling my heart fill with relief.

Choices

I stood on the doorstep gazing back the closed wooden door.
"Coming?" a voice said from behind me and I looked over at the man waiting patiently. I took a deep breath a nodded knowing I would probably never come back. I could still hear the shouting from inside and a flood of reasurrence filled me and I followed the man not looking back at the house.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Sorrow

I stood there in the middle of the road as the rain fell in hard sheets hiding my tears, but not my cries. Cars zoomed past me on either side not a single one stopping to see if I was okay. I didn't care. I liked it that way. I let my body release the frustration, anger, pain, heart ache, and sorrow I had been holding in for so many weeks.


"Jade?" A voice said softly behind me. I wheeled around facing him. He held an umbrella sheilding himself from the rain that had made me soaked hours ago.



"Go away," I sniffed uselessly wipping at my eyes.



"Jade..." He said.



"I SAID GO AWAY ALEX!" I screamed shoving him. He stumbled falling to the wet asphault. I glarred down at him fresh tears falling from my eyes.



"I didn't mean to Jade," He stated.



"Liar!" I exclaimed, "I told you this! I told you I was afraid to tell you cause I knew this would happen!" I felt my body shudder from the cold and from the fresh sobs coming from me. I feel to my knees no longer hiding them. I heard him go to reach to me but then pull back. I waited wanting him to touch me, but he didn't. I could hear him as he walked away from me leaving me.